工作狂- - - 不狂了

又去面试了~
终于，
有一份是捷运能到的~
工资也不错~
=)希望成功咯~



这两天和和popeye吵架~ 但没有很严重啦~
嗯，
有时你太忙没时间陪我聊聊就算啦~
但我还是很无奈啊~
对不起=(
我知道你对我很好啊~
我也很努力地去体谅你~
比起从前，
我也变了好多好多啊~从来没想过自己会那么想得开啊~


也许是最近我因为找工作的事太烦了~
==''家人给的压力，
哎~无从解释啊~
你们的无理取闹，蛮不讲理
我厌倦了~
结果叻，
压力大，P也迟了~
@.@
曾经对工作的热忱，
如今啊~消失得无影无踪咯~


我一度想放弃自己的未来~
不要去管它什么工作38 24....
我不要做了！！！！
在家吃饱睡，睡饱吃多好~


但，
亲爱的，我想减轻你的负担~
才急着找工啊~
不然怎么帮你庆祝生日啊~
哈！
虽然知道你不会看我写的东西，（我也不想逼你看）
但我还是不要在这里写我要怎么和你度过生日~^^ （其实是懒惰写）

加油吧~工作狂~
你的精神寄托需要你~


*生命很短暂，珍惜所拥有的，活在当下；期盼未来~

happy + sad

23th,the wedding...
and also me and popeye big day~
half year anniversary~^^

blow candle together at the midnight at popeye's home...
hahaha.....so tired~
rush here and there for whole day~


***

some of my resume sent out responed~
monday i went for interview~
at puchong,
i thought i may fail~
but,i success!!! @.@


so,
problem comes....
i was thinkng i could have car from sis-in-law?
but,
:where u gonna park your car?
:how you gonna take care?
:who's gonna take responsibility if accident?

and so~
i forget about that job...
but,its really good salary why i refuse?

ok,fine...
i tried another interview~
she asked me to wait for notify~

ok~
and so,
its time to talk to my parents~
in my mind,
i know them very well....they are not putting heart on me~
they only know how to blame me
they only know how to point at my false
they never stand on my side and think~
ok,
a parents care their children,i understand
but,you never communicate to me nicely
so you think i'm going to communicate with u first?
aren't you should be good example first?


oh~
fine....
if,the conclusion is,
:i don't feel like giving you a car
cause you dont know how to take care...
you dont count properly whether you can afford it
you will be like 'bird without leg'
you
you
you

bla bla bla...

i cried...
but i think back...
its kind of good thing isn't?
at lease i don't depend on you....because of the car...
and i definately will fly if i get car myself!!
just
WATCH OUT.....
i will~


haha~
so....
my status now is
-wake up
-eat
-play computer
-maybe go interview
-go out yumcha
-eat
-sleep

how good my life is~
no need to work!!!
am i giving up???!!!

yes!!! i am.....y am i so suffer of working?
i have try my best but people don't give a damn!!
so...slowly find a job that bus can reach......
slowly save money and buy car myself~!!

❤❤❤ new labby

yeah~
finally i've got my laptop!!!
can do whatever i love~!!! ❤

last friday i went to pcfair for research~
grabbing lots of broucher~
final decision was toshiba i5^^


get up in the morning and jam to klcc for pcfair~
lots of people of course~
the moment we reach there~
the 'part time' promoter said left 2 piece~
wow....
i quickly grab it~hehehe


ta dang~!!
here it is~


after pyment bringing back popeye's house do start up~

so happy~!!



finally finally.....
its been 3years i'm awaiting for my labby~

even i have to pay every month by myself~
but i still need to thanks to my dear popeye~

you made my life turns good always~
❤you~^^

job job job~

arghhhhhhh.....

sent out many resume~

still pending~

havent get any reply yet~

T.T

god help me please~

i really need fashion job now~~~

2 more weeks i'm gonna leave school~

how am i gonna survive huh?

top secret~

popeye is back from melacca ~!!
i'm gonna shopping ~ weeee....
this is what he bought me from melacca~LOL
he thinks i need this~hahaha

i booked ticket of Rio~
having mcd before going for movie~
i was thinking whether to buy charles & keith bag or not~
god damn it..... the shop is just infront of me when i'm going to take ticket~
oops, it seems asking me to buyXD
hahahaha
unfortunately,the sales was gone...
the bag that i wanted...... no discount..haih~
but,i still buy it@.@ here it is~^^

after that went to mph~

bought a book~

hehe.....it is for our 'love album'

drop down everything that we have had together~^^

finally we choosed a book with the cover name ''do not open ,top secret''

hahaha......lazy to upload here~

sunday morning~

decided to hang out and print photo at popeye's office~

go to survey laptop price~

hmmm....

i was viewing his facebook message,i saw...
his ex text him.....
he did reply too==''
i know its just normal conversation....but
i just feel,maybe someday he will leave me ......alone><
i cried~T.T so stupid...
i think too much?? that feel is just not good to me....=(

reaching his office, but at last he did makes me wash away my worries~
busy copy photo from fb~
and arrange ~
printing~
so.....our album~
our secret~
our love journey....started to record.....

at lease,you shown me something......so,i hope what i thought will not happen~
this is it!! hoho~!!
i was thinking to print into paper and stick on the book~
oops,i forgot popeye is doing sticker....hahaha
silly me@.@


up to hundred photo we have take within half years~
wow......


nice weekend~^^

spring summer~

just finish my show at sg.wang
many of our badge people did not attend ~

and i'm in a complicated mood now
facing the laptop typing...


things are weird,
the more you try to make it perfect,
the worst you getting on it...


i'm trying to get slimmer~
but,
it seems no use at all~
my leg still look big and fat!
I don't want!!


my show just now,
i'm trying to wear nicely so that i could get nice photos~
but,
at the end my eyes do not listen to me...red@.@
my pant still makes my leg look fat,
even i've try my best to make it look slim....


haih...no mood~

going to watch movie tomorrow,
and shopping...
but,
i don't have enough money~T.T
so sad.....

my mind is just like,

mentally unbalance??=(


i wish i can get a laptop,
an iphone,
a car,
and laser my eyes~


haih.....==!!!!

sick...

due to the super duper hot fucking weather...

and

cold like in a freezer in the class

i'm sick...

i should sing the song ''hot and cold'' by katy perry now~

><
damn it...

reach home take bath,eat panadol..
sleep =.=zzzzz

and now....

its almost 3...

i'm awake....
aikssss

april fool - lost

april...
is a lost month for me,

i havent get any full time job yet~
mean,
i still have to get money from dad,
that isn't my wish at all....



a little joke,
a small misunderstand,
they don't trust each other much~
one of our member lost too i think...
suddenly say wanna stop our friendship just because of small things...
i think she is lost too....><



the weather doesn't show good at all,
super hot and dry...
exposed to super sun 3 days...
at the end,
i'm sick==''



this month ayumi's wedding,
gotta buy shoe and bag....and a dress perhaps...
pocket empty again~@.@~~
fuhhhhh....

i'm

LOST

❤love doggy~

this is my new doll~
Doggy~

popeye bought me this~
but is putting in his car~^^

popeye gonna go melacca tomorrow~
so,this cutie gotta stay my house for 3 days~

haha.....^^

saturday night

今天的你，
很不一样...



但却说不出哪里有问题....
终于，
从刚刚的谈话中....
才发现你对着我原来也很无奈~



你说你今天心情不好~
我看得出~
我尽量配合，
尽量说些开心的事~

但，
就你那么无奈的语气~
我听见我的心慢慢裂开的声音~


this is my saturday night..........