blue eyes~

my classmate akie is organising a beautiful eyes contest~
i saw it and feel wanna join,
but there's nobody upload their photo yet~

one hour later i saw 2 photos~
haha
.... in a mischievous mind~
i uploaded my photo on her page~ ^^


here it is ~~


with blue lace contactlense~ @.@


popeye help me promote in fb~
haha....
the first day i got 17 votes~
second day,today
i get 50 votes~!!
weeee~~~~
i hope i can win~so that i can get lens free^^ yay *.*v


******

popeye went to JB this morning~
huhu~ when i saw his car pass by infront me,
he couldn't see me~
i feel miss him so much~

><

blog time again

nothing else~
just
blog again...


i drove popeye's car to school today...
parking rm9 gone....
>< petrol i pump rm20 back....*0*
lunch having mcd...
just one day gone me almost rm40~

scary movie
suddenly feel like
life....isn't so easy....

not to blame anyone but just feel that i really need to work~
desparately!!!!


popeye going to Johor on wednesday~=(
6th going to melacca~=( =(
even thats just few days~
dear~
tu me manques~


next month is the hardest one..
ayumi's wedding..... red BOOM~!!!!
gonna buy cloth for wedding
pay angpow for the dinner
wow~~~~~
can i just one month no need to worry about $???



i hope we can get through this man~!!




god bless us...

love memory~

good weekend without planning~
sometimes just takes things easy~

perhaps,
i will be more happy^^

i was thinking to have a 'love memory book' with popeye~
drop down our sweetest memory~

shit,
i brought small printer but i forgot to bring the film==''

its ok,
maybe i could get another nicer memo book~^^


dinner at popeye's house~

watch tv~

play monopoly cards~

fighting~

laughing~

screaming~

hug and sleep tight together~

this is my weekend~
happy and peace~

i love you~

the face-book

facebook was in a lag mood last week~

but this week is getting better~

don't know since when,
facebook does show out what people posted in previous~

i saw his previous status....

he is

a romantic~

person......i guess...

i know he had been hurt by others previously...

O/S: i wouldn't do that to him....

got one status was this
'' yeeahhhhh....one month anniversary.....''

hmmm, july 16th??

wow......he wrote like that.....

but,that was pass......hmmm......i just ignore it and keep clicking another status

i saw one was
''so..popeye is in love with olive..''

*touching......

i can feel it so much~

do you??

i miss you my dear~ welcome back.....

❤豆豆的‘小白’

❤
wow~

finally~

popeye's car come out~

haha....

when i open door~

i wonder how come no sound?

then i saw a white baby outside~

its cool~^^

i try to drive~ not bad not bad.....

feel good.....

but the petrol is really killing==

gotta save more@.@

***

i believe what i believe,

i don't care about your past,please....

don't lie to me....

i will give you all my support no matter what....

忧郁的紫

原以为是一个美好的周末...

结果还是泡汤...

是我要求过高还是你变了

我

真的

再也分不清了~

到底....

你还会为了我做些什么？

***
习惯有人载送的日子久了~

是我变得依赖还是你累了？

不再想当我的专属‘司机’

***
习惯被你哄的日子久了~

是我变得野蛮还是你厌倦了？

不再想爱屋及乌

***
习惯你尽量配合我的日子久了~

是我被迁就惯了还是你受够了？

不再想疼惜我把我看似唯一

*我一直在等待
等待你告诉我什么是爱
我不知道如何去爱
如何守在你身旁

*amethyst*紫

但，
我不能停止去爱着你

因为那份爱

开始了.....

可以不要再让我失望吗？
难道
真的要我什么都不理
不管
不在乎吗？

如果真的有一天我做到了

那表示我不爱你了....

I don't need LV & Diamond

❤ lovely friday~

reach home at 6pm after school~^^ another good day....

can dinner with popeye today~

hmmm~

popeye seems planned the weekend nicely with olive~^^

it was lovely,

i don't need LV

i don't need Diamond

i just need you to show me,

i'm the only one that you tried so hard to make me happy~

and i'm the only one you always care for~no matter what.....

just all about 0live~

all about Candy~

all about Amethyst~

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

helpless

don't have good feeling today...

aiksss.....

draw whole day for one pose and one piece dress...

failure~

what to do except practice??

can someone teach me how to draw in smart way or should say

the fastest way to draw fabric and cloth by using illustrator?

its totally makes me feelhelpless man!!

><

困了~

累人的一天，

一大早下雨，床很温暖~

懒洋洋~^.*

炒了一碟不中不西的米粉做早餐@.@

呆呆等雨停了才上课~

右眼不乖，

*哭*了一整天，真不好受=(

下课时，教同学玩大富翁牌~

呵呵o(∩_∩)o... 大家好像玩上瘾了~

放学后，

以豹的速度飞到乌龟速度的火车站~

赶场~哈哈^_^

beastly~

一部浪漫爱情片~

和一位认识蛮久但很少见面的朋友看~

感觉还不错啊~

看戏~晚餐~逛逛~

下一场~喝茶o(∩_∩)o...

和colledge朋友的朋友~

也是蛮久没见了~

途中还遇到两个傻婆在over time~

完了~

再等popeye载我~

回到家~一个字 ‘累’....

对着面子书会闭上眼睛那种累~

真是个犯贱的人啊~

空闲对我而言，

太无聊了~XD

2012...

one and half month more~
i'm gonna leave school~

everyone were telling me that study is better than work thousand times~
but for me,
not to say so~


as in,
if no work~
i don't have income,yet
my family doesn't give me much pocket money~


2 days ago,
tragedy happened....
japan facing tsunami because of 9.0 earthquake.....
the most serious ever~
its unstoppeable~=(

the only thing that people can do is just run away~

is it 2012 really happen?
i still have lots of thing,lots of dream and desire havent done~
god bless~
please.....i know we are just a dust for God,
but only God can help us....


pray for japan.....

❤❤❤ lomography

yeah~ this is my lomo camera collection~
i have bought few without realising within a year~^^





aqua pix camera~with waterproof case~

so happy when i receive this but very expensive,

after buy only get to know there is another cheaper with purple case too!! @.@ sigh~

but nvm~

this is the effect without case~^^ i like it~

robot camera~

3 lens~ until now havent use it~haha

this is sample from website~haha
yeah~!!

finally i get a classic lomo camera~ HOLGA~!!!

its purple some more~

even it is blur~

but i like the effect~

i've been tried this for many rolls~and this was 5th roll~ ~.~ lol

35mm DIY twin lens camera~

my christmas present from popeye~^^

with blur effect at the side is very nice~
OLIVE SAN~!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm gonna buy this soon~!!

its ultra wide slim camera,same with kaili's pinky

but this is purple....named olive some more~!!! i'm gonna get it!!

sample try from kaili's pinky~

haha.....its easy to use for beginner~

its been a year playing with lomography~

haha......its very interesting~

i hope diana F+ purple version will come out in the market~i'm gonna buy it~

of course fish eye too~i will buy with submarine ~

hehehehe......^^

女人总得要独立些~

starting....

i don't really feel you're so important to me...

slowly,

dependent on you...

missing you.....

and slowly love you...

untill a lil over~

sometimes telling myself have to control,

its hard~

i do appreciate time we belongs together, do you?
i dont really know~
and i dont wanna judge or think what you think...
cause you telling me i needn't to do so~

sometimes i'm not willing to back home so early just because of you
i wanna see you more~
cause i don't feel it was too much...
but
last night,u seems like telling me that,
enough,we dont need to see so much time/so often~
i know you will say that i think too much or whatever...

so,
i dint talk more on that...
i just let it....
if you feel we dont see much/already enough...
then ok, really
is ok~



olive~
i really no strength already..
i've no strength to argue/discuss/say more

because i always making false thing~

当我从十一楼跳下...

漆黑的房里，

但还看得清手指，

朦胧中感觉到了阳光。


什么？！
九点半！

又睡迟了=(

最近都失眠，

怎么搞的？

唉~同样的问题~
每一天在脑袋里绕着绕着~
情绪处于低落状态好几天了~

忽然间，

还未清醒的脑袋出现一个画面~

还记得两年前收过一封这样的邮件~

是朱德庸的漫画 - 跳

‘‘ 我从十一楼跳下去，

我看到十楼的恩爱夫妻在互殴.....

看到九楼坚强的peter在偷偷哭泣......

八楼丫妹发现未婚夫跟好朋友上床....

七楼的丹丹在吃抗忧郁症的药丸......

六楼失业的啊信还是每天翻7份报纸找工作.....

五楼受人尊敬的王老师在偷穿老婆的内衣.....

四楼的rose又和男朋友闹分手.....

三楼的陈伯伯每天都盼望有人来探访.....

二楼的lily还在看她结婚半年就失踪的老公照片...

在我跳下之前，
我以为我是世上最倒霉的人

现在我才知道，
每个人都有不为人之处

我看完他们之后深深觉得，
自己其实过得还不错.....

所有刚才被我看到的人都看着我

我想他们看了之后也会觉得其实自己过得还不错... ’’

回想起这邮件，
其实我过得还不错....
也许我应该理解知足常乐这道理~

凡事尽力而为就好~

i should learn from all these.....

❤1、学会冷血，只对对我好的人好，对某些人，简直就是浪费感情又浪费时间。



❤2、学会比以前快乐，即使难过，也要微笑着，让别人看不穿你的伤心。



❤3、学会孤独，没有谁会把你当宝护着，要知道世界总是孤单的，地球也只有一个啊，它都寂寞那么久了，我们算什么。



❤4、学会坚强，其实一个人也可以活得漂亮，笑给别人看，哭给自己听就好。



❤5、学会忍耐，该闭嘴就闭嘴，该沉默就沉默。



❤6、学会珍惜，知心的朋友已经不多，如果再走，就真的只剩下自己了。



❤7、学会视而不见，恶心的东西选择忽视，厌恶的东西选择屏蔽，不会再有人让我不快乐。



❤8、学会满足，所谓知足常乐。想想小时候一颗糖果就可以开心一整天了。



❤9、学会独立，不能再一味的麻烦别人，自己的事自己做。



❤10、学会长大，不能再那么任性，那么幼稚，那么孩子气，多了会惹人厌的。



❤11、学会认真，认真的对人，认真的对事。



❤12、学会慎重，不该认识的人不要认识，不该插手的事不要插手。

❤ heavy rain

❤ its raining~


its nice to sleep when raining....but my room don't even have window~
too bad,
i can't feel the rain
and listen to the rain drop~


its been 2 days did not meet with popeye~
i miiiiisss him~


its already march,
starting my men's coat...
after all.....will be april since it needs at lease 3weeks to done@.@


looking at the traffic,
everyday...
noted all different type of cars....
thinking when can i get it??
thinking which i want to get it~~



i believe...
i can do it,
maybe others might think i think too much,
or as they said,
: u're dreaming...
well,
i will get it one day and show you WHAT I GOT!!!




^^ peace.....
bonne nuit
❤