Thursday, December 30, 2010

holiday~

tomorrow holiday~
but i wanna work~can i??
i need money so much~!

i swear,i want to get 7k within a year~
or else....
how can i survive?
how to go london??

haih...
now my maybank left rm18....hahaXD
hongleong left rm??.....lol

i don't even have money to go school~
what a pity life,my house don't even have dinner==''
i cooked brunch almost everyday for this week~

everyday get up,
cook...eat...online...
oh no....

god bless me,hope i get weekend job on january~~~i need
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$


T.T
perfect nightmare~

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

体会*.*

很快很快~
一起两个月了~
也许大家都经过了爱得你死我活的曾经,
现在总算了解什么是‘简单’.....

对于自己,
我还是很难改变那四年里的生活方式,
依然很执着于许多小事....

例如:
为什么一回到家不找我...或者
为什么你跟朋友出去都不跟我出?(但其实是早上才见面)

也许,真的....
有时候不是他不在乎你,而是你太在乎对方~
所以总是觉的还欠那么一些些~

习惯了每天和他见面,但突然他说要加班你就会很没心情..
试想想,
你们还没一起时,
你也没和他出去,那为什么当时不觉得没心情。

昨晚,
看到留言....
他说:原来,当你失望的时候,你宁愿什么都不要,以免失望慢慢变成绝望~

哇,他在说谁?

后来问他,他说他在指我~
也对得~但应该说....
不要期望太高~以免失望太大咯~


*终

Monday, December 6, 2010

~tu me manques~

popeye says:

couple is easy,
i love you,you love me...
i treat you good,you treat me good....
don't measure how much you give or you take....
stay simple relationship and happy always...

the most positive and easy mind~
i was doubting myself,
i can do it??
i still need some time to get it on i guess,
i was too long time in a complicated relationship=='' oh no

one thing....
we always meet at night,
after dinner,
i really don't know where can we goT.T

and we don't talk much on phone~
i worry that , our topic will less and less...

you promised me,you will never leave me....but
i afraid one day, you will say this to me
''i feel that we don't have much topic,we don't even have the same mind
and think.....i think we being friend is better''

haizzzzzz

what a life~
i know i think too much:'(

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

troblesome

its been a month plus~
popeye & olive 's story began....

many wonder,
why are you with him??
haha....i wondered too....

i can't accept bad comment from others at first,
but gradually....i admit it~
nothing much,just love...
easy,
relax,
no stress,
caring,
and happy love~that's what i want...

mr.S always complaine me,
judge a book by its cover.....
lolXD hey,i'm just saying ok...but i did not^^

physically,maybe there's still lots of comment blaX3
yet,
i don't even care

about my family,some of them support but most of them not..
is okay,
time can proove everything

we will always happy to belongs together ,i believe
by:olive