changing pattern

its been 7years since primary school graduate....
i just met my primary schoolmate at facebook,kinda excited
they really had a big different...

some of them i can't even remember,but some of it still remember their name clearly in my mind...like those always bully me...XD

well,
not only 7 years can change a person...
even 7 months,7weeks or 7days....

i know its been some change between me and my friends..
really don't know how to descride,between..
the changes is just a fortnight...

i realize that when there is a scar;
it will be a scar forever.....
imperfect anymore...
i was thinking that,i've tried my best ever....
you do the rest....



written:9th november 3:58pm

how's life gonna be after colledge?

i love paris~~


last year july,i enter this colledge
-carven academy of fashion-

and now...its been a year pass...
flashing back,what i've been learn??
and what i've been learn in a year~

undenied that,this is the life i wish for...
even some times it is tired with taking public transport,
even some times been busy for my assignment,
but,this is what i want....

i learnt many about clothing,fashion,designing,and exspecially
DRAWING!!!!
i enter this colledge with 0 mind of drawing....
but now,i know how to draw^^
between,i get know many friends,and their weirdo mind~haha XD
and we use to hang out always~
many different places we hang with,different cafe and different food...
i really can say that,this is colledge life!!! haha

well,

i start thinking something recently...
how's my life going br after my colledge?

my first planning is,work for 2 or 3 years in malaysia to save money~
at the same time apply working visa to go london....
so that i could get some experiences perhaps...by that time i think i'm age of 23...

i said last year that i will get famous when 10years later~
i think i could do it*.*
after been at london 2years,i plan to go PARIS!hahaha
this is what actually i want....by that time will be 25~

work at there untill i get flying clouds in my career....
hehe....when the time i come back to malaysia,
i'm 29years old....hoho


then i can build up my own brand....hehe





yet,
i knew i'm dreaming....
but,i really hope i can done it!!

*i love paris

falling out-keyshia cole

here is a song lyrics to share...
****is speaking out my words...

Been sitting thinking about you and I and wondering why were not getting along
so frustrated cause what we had was a happy home
I don't know what the situation is but I can tell in the way we kiss ,
we don't talk no more it feels better when I'm alone...

Sometimes I feel like there's no getting through to you
like you don't appreciate all that I do...
you gotta show me that you want me to stay,
don't turn and walk away

*baby I'm slowly falling out of love with you...
*I don't know what to do,
*how did we end up here this way?
*what are we gonna do?

I'm slowly falling out.. baby
we're tripping on silly things
boy I need you to meet me halfway,
if you want me to be with you..

I remember when, I'd be with my friends
you checked on me and made time to call
but how things have changed?
now I don't hear from you at all.

don't let your pride get in the way,
for something we worked so hard
don't throw it away...
I've been tryna make you see
everything you need is right here with me


Slowly falling
slowly falling
....
How did we end up here this way?
......
Slowly falling
slowly falling
.........
How did we end up here this way?

WRITTEN: 16th october 09' 4:57pm

4th october 09'

me and my sister
on that day dinner~

my make up^^
below is my model~

model:faye kor(keyboardist in SKY band)
age :16
bla x3
everybody was busy preparing show on 4th october...
i'm going to dance hiphop-new school hiphop and krump
between,
a group of people will dance on that day too....
i heard is ''traditional dance'' at first(i was thinking that,well...it will not clash with our dance)
but then,after that i heard is ''modern dance''(and i was thinking that,modern dance,hmmmm,not same with hiphop still....then no clashing)
but,3rd time....
haih,i looked at the timetable for 4th oct's dinner,it wrote
''HIPHOP DANCE''......song:crazy frog

BOOM!!!!!!(sound of bom/lighthing)

my group start worry about it>,<'' we scare audience may compare our dance
i wish we will do better than them,honostly,as this is our 2nd time performe......

22nd september 09(rehearsal day):

i bring along those dresses for fitting too...
i remembered that,i didn't sleep whole night to done the dress ==''
that feeling was killing o.0

everybody were stand by,included my sister(she was in band-keyboardist)
everybody done the performe except 'crazy frog'
i wondered why....
hmmmmm,is that they too confident with themselves?or,they had too much of experience so they think they needn't to do the rehearsal?

pressure ++

well,as a leader,i should do something about it...
i told my member that,the most important is we done our job nicely...perfectly....
will do....
don't think about is they do better than us or else.....
finally,they done a good job....
crazy frog;they just test the music...
by comparing,our songs is better BUT...the effect came out with a piece of shit!!!bad sound's effect because our songs in mp3 file or maybe another reason;still don't know@.@

pressure ++++

if,the songs couldn't fix.....how?!-.-

crazy frog...

THE STAGE...

BUSM youth band >>>> SKY <<<<<
too bad that BUSM dancing group don't have group photo....
keep it for next year perhaps....

its me!!! hahahahaha


my face looked nervous~
i don't really know what am i doing on that time...
i just dance,danCE,daNCE,DANCE...XD

me,jack,fong2,faye,yong2



BUSM youth group photo~
yeah!!i hope more youth could join us^^

appreciation:
thanks: my group member-yong2,szewei,puikheng,jinjin,zhihong > SKY band > crazy frog >foongyee,shirley,xiaohui,xiaofung,yap,cecelia,wenhui,yunxin,may,children dancing and singing group,GAIA bistro....bla3

special thanks: my daddy,mummy,fongfong....thanks for being care for me and support me to do all these!!!
^,^

written : 3:41am 16th octocer 2009

sweet before bitter

i've been busy after malacca trip...
its totally mad me up....
rushing to cheras for hiphop performance's practice and sewing dresses....
both deathline on 4th october(new year celebration of my religion)~

last week,i did not attend class for a whole week...
i almost forgot to inform teacher about it..
my friends told me that i might get warning letter...
yet,i did explaine after all....
i'm doing those dress for a whole week,didn't sleep as a normal human...
hanging up at the night,in fact night is more peace without the 2 monkeys's noice...huhu
but actually was,they will ''play'' my sewing machine...
i was so scared any accident happen
to avoide,its better that i work out at night~

well,fortunately...
i manage to finish 3 dresses on that day....
actually should be four,but badly one of it couldn't fit...
so sad of it T.T

the 2nd girl from left
that is my 'result'...
that day i was too busy with my performance
not much photo of my dress=,=
i learn a lot from the process of those dress's making
i knew i still have a lot to learn....
hmmmmm....XD

some times i was thinking that
why do i learn so many things?
i knew basic make-up,hairstyle....blaX3

that is why i was so busy on that night(4th oct)...
but,honestly...
for those make up done by me....
100% much better than those not done by me....
hahahahaha!!!!
*paiseh


written on:12th oct 2009 5:36am

malacca trip 11-9-09>>>13-9-09

since everybody is busy for their future for 2years...
its time to take a rest~haha
the first time having a trip with secondary school friends last month~
exciting~7 of us went to malacca...should be 8;but unfortunately yokji having chicken pox~too bad he couldn't join us~
we went on friday night,around 9pm....
start photoshooting on the way to malacca~

it is almost 1am when we arrived...quite late-.-

hotel sisty-nine~hehe
checking in....

after drop down our lugage,we went for supper...
but,when we going out,receptionist told us we've been complain by others~huhu
so sorry,we are too excited....haha^^


having supper near hotel~
melacca's special...i think can't found in kl..malay's mamak burger^^
yummy~

our breakfast^^
chicken rice~tasty!!!

red house

old school building~i love it

nice wall~

time to chill~
too hot at melacca's jonker street~

delicious tart~mocha flavour~

the most horroble food
super spicy taiwanese hotdog!!!!
i can't even talk after eat it and keep ''crying''

girls group~fafa~ling~ and me(bik)

gang photo....miao holding camera
oops!too small...can't see

gang's racing~hahaXD
at pahlawan...^^

nice view from top....
but its too small=,=
since yokji can't us...we bought souvenir for him...
and maybe we would go there again...cause many food we've missed,satay celok,nyonya food,dim sum....blablabla....aiksss

even thought is just a small trip,but i do really enjoyed~
hmmmm....i hope next time we could go pulau-pulauS together^^
hahaXD


written:10th oct 2009 5am

alvy's birthday...

i was thinking how to celebrate alvy's birthday since a month ago from her birthday~
because every time, me and alvy know that...
only we are the organiser for every birthday~nobody else~
she :why always we are the one??
me :..............because,
others will bever bother;but just to co-operate...

so,
i could make it something special on her day;perhaps~
i really can't hope that they will prepare for her....
except ashley....or ivan....so,i hope i can make it~

ashley told me that,she would like to have a big photo frame...
but,she couldn't found it in the market....
so,we decide to handmake one for her~

i told ash that i've got an idea...which make a photo wheel for her~
the eye of malaysia~
so,we can put everybody's picture on the wheel~

2 days before

her birthday,ash went to my house...
we buy all the materials needed...
we make whole night~until the next day 7am~ >>touching<<
hahahaha!!!

a day before

i was busy to get their picture to print out and stick on the ''wheel''
and busy to think about the dress code~fuuuiii~~~~
at night,she know that i'm sure headache of the dress code and stuff~
she said:don't need to be so complicated~as simple as you can~
i know she knew that i'm getting stuck on preparing...
she even give me an dress code,but,i don't want to let her worry about it...
cause she isn't an organiser now,she should enjoy her day that we prepare for her~
right???

on the day,

we went to kota damansara (star village) to celebrate her birthday...
unfortunately,something happened...
someone was late 3hours,she make all of us become emotion...
haih....
she did apologize to us,but....
things happened,i just can say...
sorry my partner,can't give you a perfect birthday...
and yet,she was ill on that day too~
its really bad....
ashley said too....

i really hope it won't happen next time~
=,<''

but,she was happy when receive our present...
alvy: this is the most special birthday present that i never got it before~as i've got everything that i need.....^^


written:31th august 2009 5:12pm

guys....what's wrong??

long time didn't post blog....
since my computer dump me down...>.<''


and,
i don't understand what happen to few of my close friends...
especially guys.....

its seems something wrong with the position of moon and sun~
moon doesn't receive light from sun....
so,it may affected some human being...
specially with male physical...for sure not included gay
this phenomenon happen causes some of my friends become
super EMOTIONAL...

and,
i was getting confusing with them...


p/s:lii's theory....
copy right reserved


written:3rd august 2009 1:43am

UNFORGETABLE birthday~=.<''

yesterday was pauline's birthday...
we went to look out point(again) for the celebration on thursday~
why do i say it as ''unforgetable'' birthday??
roll down....you will know...=,=hurhur....very unfortunately...
we went there after school....
all of us are dress in black,as i told them the dress code will be black^^
of course,except pauline(birthday girl)...
i told her dress code will be white~(nyeik~)
when she reach school;she was getting shock by us...whole class in black...kaka!!

*king,me,alvy,ashley

keep snaping when taking order~hehe
between,the waitress was getting confuse because we keep making noise...
haha,well.....girls what...haha

huge drinks~
mine called 'kalamasi'...is a sour juice...plum,something like that~
and beside is mango juice~


all of us...hehe
too small,all these photo has been resize..
so,cant see clearly...
after dinner,
we went up to....a small park like that...better night scene there...
we prepare the cakes and present before pauline went up
she was shock because she didn't know that we will do this for her...
she said it's creative...haha....

chocolate cake...
happy birthday to you~~

me and pauline~
when all the things go on happyly....
when the time we dismiss
vincent's car was unfortunately got a crash by someone>.<
we ask the jockey,he said it was someone called ''harta'',a malay junk crash it...
they said they will pay to my friend by deduce the guy's salary...
but,don't know it is true....

photo not so clear...
haih....
but,one thing funny was...
when we asked the jockey...
he came to us and said :saya tau u org ramai...dunggu jap....blaX3
hahahahaha....because of we wearing black and many of us...he thought we are....haha!! imagine~~~

haih....but my friend quite gentlement....
even his car been crashed....he still sent us back to lrt station and home...and said:i will make sure you girls get home safe...
^^
hope everythings all right....and the guy will pay the repair fees....


written:4:14am 4th july 09'

happy birthday to may~~

crazy driver:shangching
bored passenger:sook may
pretty passenger:me...kakakaka

we went to ''full house'' for may's birthday~
nice place as last time been at ''look out point''
chit chat and have fun~
haha.....
these are some photo to share~

five of us~
badly teck giaw not there....
we miss you~sis giaw~haha


they are notjust restaurant but some accessories~
nice hat^^

nice interior decoration there~take away lots of shot~~hehe
three of us~girls~

my new boy friend~~hehe


cutie car~~~


birthday girl~me~


wenyi~may~ SWEET =3




after form5....
all secondary school friends less meet~
but,we still keep in touch....
i hope....our friendship will stay forever~
i'll really appreciate~


love you guys~~
written:30th june 09 3:51am

i'm confusing...

some times i really want to ask you....
what's wrong with you....???!!!
you seems to be good but what you shown is very bad to me....

maybe our relationship now is better for you...
but,do you know that is not good for me at all....
but,is your choice.....

i can't say much about it....


wish you good luck.....

written:24th june 09 9:56pm

its LOAD me...

amazingly....today i reach home at 5:45pm...
normally is 7pm....>.<

now starting to do the lingerie....the show is end of july...
i think this month and next month i will mad....
but,its my choice...i choose to help carven...as to get more experience
and
knowledges~

lots of things coming around...graduation show,mifa,moda...
about those competition...i really have to work for it man!!
-last minute-seems is my habit....too bad...
have to overcome it...

22th july....piano practical...T.T
i wish i could do it nicely~
oh,panic....
luckyly its during my school holiday,so i have some time to practice~^^
month of july,i've been study for a year...
flashing back,what i've done??
fortunately still have some....skills,techniques,friends,experience...
so....one more year to go~~
gambateh~

*and 29th of july....
*i will never forget this date...3rd years!


*-the end-


written: 16th june 2009 7:00pm

a simple and memoriable birthday~

birthday girl and may~~hehe


me~may~teck giaw~


windy night~~

happy birthday to wenyi~~
hehe....
last night we went to ampang look out point~
a nice place...windy place~
as i suffer of the hot weather everyday...that was wonderful for me~
i give a present to her~
last year i bought a small monkey(pinky) for her but this year...
i think should give something usefull...
so i choose a mascara for her...branded ''kate''...
i like that brand too~

we having western food there...stickING~kaka
with....''arabian mint tea''....sound special^^
because we saw the table behind us having it....or we just take a try on it...

looking at the night sence...chating with friends....and having a weird tea...
haha....

they keep adding sugar on it...as the taste was weird...but i didn't do that...
after all...we walked around and taking some photo~



a simple and memoriable night~^^


written on:15th june 09 4:37pm

this is the end....

i never though that we will just end these way....
time separated us far away....
even ur image were so blur in my mind...
but i still can feel a lil bit warm from your voice
and
your unseen shadow....

i remember last year about this period....
same things happened...
i can't even accept all the truth happened on me...
but how about now??
a year pass....the 1st lesson you give me last year....did i learn some thing??
i think yes...

but i'm still a human.....a normal girl
no matter how strong am i....i still can't control my tears...
flowing down....
we have been together for 2years and 10months....
such a long time....

you choosen your way....your future...your career...
you never think about our future....
from your voice i knew that how deep our love;is just like the deep of child pool
you left a song for me-'who i still can love to'....that is should be happy or sad??
i dont know....it was your heart voice....
heart broken you know???!!!!
we loved but cant....
why??
you promised me to have a license...fetch me....
you promised we will having a trip at genting....
you promised me you will make a spectacle for me...
but now??
where is those promised??
how can you did all to me??no use that you saying apologise to me!!
i cant accept at all
but what can i do??
i just told myself...
let you go...i shouldn't be your weight...because from your voice...i know
you will never come back again....

i wonder... how much of time i need to get you out from my mind??
one months?one year??or ten years??
i was lost

you are my first love....and forever love....
i will keep you inside the deepest of my heart...untill the day i forget you....
i knew it will never happen....
some times even i feel that i shouldn't start a relationship with you...
but now flashing back....no,i did not regret to did so....

i learnt a lot....which i counldn't forget...
the most teenages time we belongs together....
all the happinest are still fresh in my mind....
i cant forget....


its need time....
to being return to my single life....
you are not 1 of the character in my life anymore...
the feel is just like being lost an important thing in my life...

29th july 2006-15th may 2009....

what will happen in the future??i don't know....its time to wait for it...
my life i've lost you....forever...


16th may 09....1:34pm

happy birthday~~

Don't you feel that this cake a lil bit weird...??
the white chocolate on top was larger than the cake's size...
is it because of the angle....??

no no no....this is a super small size cake...
my eldest sister birthday~~ (not yet buy present for her:-P)
so,i'm having dinner at ''purple cane'' with my family last week~

nice looking??
i was thinking that why my sis choose this restaurant to celebrate her birthday...
but never try never know~so.....
it was a restaurant which all food cooked with tea....
red tea,green tea,lychee tea...bla3
when i took order...i looked at the menu,question mark coming out...walked on my head
those food's ingredients was....weird....=.=
so,we just pick some food randomly....just to try^^

finally,W.......WO.......WOW..........i almost forget myself when eating those food!!
it was delicated...tasty...nice looking,great smell...
wakakaka~~


and this....
dessert~
those were ''tang yuen''....
hey,serious man....the menu wrote ''tang yuen''
haha....but its good taste~~




cocktail??margarita??
nope....its looked alike but actually not...
it was a super duper....sour drink...
its called ''good old days青涩岁月''(written on menu)
its same like margarite...full of salt on the side of the cup...
because it was super sour,so this drink was served with this size~
hmmmm.....nice to drink...
like an appertizer~~
hope to be there again^^
yummy~~~~

(written: 4th may 09 12:15am)