温柔~

他常说，
你为什么一点点事就发脾气？

她对我说，
凡事冷静点....没有人定的顺你的脾气....

他们说，
你不要整天酱容易发脾气.....

某某人，她也曾说，
你不要酱大小姐脾气啦....

不男不女的她说，
你做工一不爽那个顾客一定会摆臭脸....

一个我和她很好的‘她’，
她没说...但她行动上告诉我说....
-你脾气不好，我不敢麻烦你--

心碎的声音
只有我自己听得见~
唯有伪装自己，把自己情绪埋起来....
才不会引起以上的‘好’共鸣...........
我想是这样，
看到这篇唯一一篇中文的部落格的你.....
别怀疑，是我，喜欢紫色的我。
不要因为这篇文而关心我，那只会让我觉得你在可怜我~
我没事啊~还是那个三八的我....没有不一样，没有不开心....
只是从此，我伪装我自己~

my lovely Kepong~~

haiz....
today see new houses at setia alam~
so far away from kepong....
if it is comfirmed~will shift to there next year~
omg
have to leave kepong~
i don't know is a good new or bad news~
maybe new environment is good for me~
as in,next year i no more being a student~hmmmm

and,
i'm so damn desparate with my salary...
its takes so damn long time to get~
gosh~! i can die if the stupid head master still don't approve the cheque for me....

GOD bless me please~!
T.T

what's on my mind?

i guess that i really a bad attitude girl
from the view of my friend,i'm kind of
hot temperate,easy get angry....
blablabla......
if i were a good temper person,
you all will not saying me like that...

haih
i think i should have to calm down and think before do....or say
i know,i'm bad....

or maybe,
being a fake person is better than showing everything on face?
i guess so.....
this world is full of lies,fakeness.....cheating~! no doubt...

by the way,
club with girls again last night,a good night but suckz song....
i miss dj fuzz seriously~!lol....
addicted~

well,i know what i'm doing~!
if you wanna comment about me,just comment.....
i will not care ,like last time...
i'm hurt,that way u guys think about me....i'm so lost~!!!!

purple valentine

yesterday morning:
i recieved text,girls dated us to go club on this thirsday~
i'm ok with it so i just promised them~
excited~~

yesterday noon:
singing k with my auntie~~
haha....it has been long time din't meet them~
having great time ^^

yesterday evening:
having dinner with my family,because my it was brother's birthday...
many dishes my mum ordered
fish,prok,prawn,vege,tofu,chicken...wow!!
damn full~after that having dessert at metro prima~
durian dessert~~hoho!! nice ^^v
but,i heard my dad they discuss about we're going to shift to somewhere else...
maybe shah alam....*0* die hard........

last night:
chit chat on msn~with him.....and bad gurl~
don't know why,i think of purple valentine out of sudden...
and i count the date,
omg! its on thursday...
the date we girls hanging out....
but,so bad,i never had had a purple valentine~
i wrote on faceook,i'm useless....
my name amethyst but never had a nice purple dayT.T
but THEN!!!
i received msg this morning from him,
omg.....he misunderstand me...
he thought i purposely wrote that to let everyone know he is useless!!
omg man!!! my brain gotta burst!!
totally WRONG!! i just wanna give some hint ok,but then....
a HINT become a HURT??!!!!

**this world is so MIRACLE & AMAZING man....
chill~~~
life still wonderfull...aiks
peace *.*v

i'm back to blogger again

i viewed back my post,wow....its november 2009...last year~
oh my gosh~
many things happened within 9months...

things change,no more ahnging out with colledge friends such frequently like those time~ cause something happened between me and one of my colledge friend~
i guess he's totally lost all of the trust on me....

few months ago~
bad girls gang started....
we really had fun during party~enjoy every move and music together~
unfortunately,this gang....seems doesn't stay long...
we have our own vision and lifestyle,guess that we need something/somebody to gather us again@.@

sigh~~

i'm not single anymore~ get back together with him~
mine story with him like a legend....never end....~~~~
i also don't understand~

haih~
i don't know,i feel unbalance recently~psycologicaly unbalance~
but,i knew that i'm so lucky i got a lot of things....
i knew,and i would thanks to GOD give me a lot~

lomography~
i start get addicted on lomography...
keep buying lomo camera~haih
to satisfied my desires~i work part time promoter...
i stopped my dance,piano and ballet class~~
i wish i can earn money myself to get what i want~
i need a laptop for my works and assignment....seriouly need it!!

my friend said blogger is a time killer~
but,for me....its an entertainment when you don't have money to hang out~
to go party~
to tea~
to movie~~~~bla3.....

i'll keep update my blog~~
to write what i'm feeling inside~
XD