holidays~!!

finally~
my holidays gone...
everyone awaiting 17th party~finally over~


celebrate wenyi's birthday at bar b Q plaza~
haha......eat until they closed~XD
after that chilling at over time~
having birthday cake and give her present~
everything gone smooth and nice~^^ happy 21th birthday~


the next,my popeye's birthday~
i'm headache for 2weeks already~
don't know what to buy for him~@.@
at last i decided to hand made a photo frame by paper clay~
it takes me 4days to do it~@.@
luckyly i manage to done it~ happy 25th birthday^^
the next day party at Movida~
everyone was crazy and have fun!!!hahaahah.....really enjoy it~


weekend spend at port dickson~
just walk around~eat~sleep~rest~
feel good~wheeee~~~our first trip~i hope we got the next trip very soon~!!!
really....
i do hope......aiksss~



tuesday blue==

can't wait for it~!!!

its june
i don't get much salary for this month=(
but still i believe that i can survive~ LOL


time is just so fast,
soon...next week is popeye birthday~
i don't have much $$,
i just hope that i could give popeye an unforgetable birthday~
as he did to me~^^
our 1st trip~1st journey~
i wish i could have more than hundred journey with my popeye~^,*


wentto sg.wang shopping today,
wow!!
crazy tired~as i went to yah kee's birthday party last night@.@
morning wake up goes to work just like a zombie =X
i can't imagine if i work 9-2am and the next day go to work!!! hell~~
bought some cloth~yeah~~ can wearon popeye's birthday~


hope everythings alright~
gambateh~

all i got is zero~

its been 3weeks i work at puchong,
time passes so fast,didn't realize it~
my colleague was resign last thursday~
i'm in the war alone~nobody could help~
fortunately she did teach me some of her work~
so far i still can manage it~

***

popeye can't stand for that job anymore~
already being zombie 2weeks!! pity~=(
he decided to resign~and
popeye will start his 3D course next month 13th~
sound exciting that back to college again~haha

***

next month will be a crazy month,
wenyi,popeye and may's birthday~
i'm gonna pokai !!!

***

my sis-in-law asked to go taiwan on next year~
i say YES!!
i don't know why,i just feel that is time to start my journey~
i know i will be going to china this end of the year~
i hope is december~as in,i don't hope it clash with my anniversary with popeye *wrink*
at the same time,i hope i can go travel with popeye too!!XD

***

sigh~
since so many activities~
and 1st week of may i havent start working..
this month i dont get the exact ssalaryT.T
how to survive?
zero.................


hope everything going smooth and success~
thanks god!! =)

weekend~

finally,its weekend~
my lovely BBQ day is just around the corner~ haha


going out with friends and my dear to buy food~ happy!!

i dint drive my car back saturday night~
my dad make noise there~
haih~
there just only weekend i can relax and hang out with friend~
come on!! ==''


i'm too free now~
manager and boss not here for whole week~


i'm wondering how long i can stand for this kind of life~
wake up~
jam~
work~
jam~
back home~
eat~
sleep~
what else??


amethyst gambateh~~

working life~

today is my second day of work~
i just can say that,
office work really not suitable for me~
so,now i realise that why wenyi and yoshi always complain me about work...
because of sitting at ''office'' @.@
its killing............

but,
i'm a freshy...
i don't even know how to handle photostat machine~
just let everything start from zero~

*outstation
manager told me i may follow her to johor to have a look for their factory~
and then i have to contact china factory people~
sound difficult~

*clerk
i realise that a post in ''fashion designer'' doesn't mean u're just sit there and draw~
you have to do things that clerk will do too~
well,i'm freshy.....
so i should learn~


again.....
god bless me all the best~
i believe this kind of life style continue on,
day by day
date by date
time will pass so fast.....
hope my salary will increase more after they comfirm me^^
gambateh~

开工大吉~

❤wow~
so fast~
tomorrow is the day~
i'm start to work!!!

wahahahaha~
god bless me all things gone nicely and smooth~.~


have to get up at 5:30 to prepare~
6am breakfast with popeye~


gambateh olive~^^

half

一首很写实的歌词~


给单身的人-很贴切
给谈恋爱的人-很幸福



喝酒的伴 一起看電影的伴
早午晚餐的那個伴
朋友不能留得太晚 明天要上班
唱K的伴 一起去旅行的伴
聽懂我的笑話的伴
我的生活 只差那個人就美滿 (但我不差那个人，because i found you）



快樂少一人分享 快樂就只剩一半
喝一碗湯 心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單 這張睡床
再舒服都覺得太寬
沒人分享 幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填滿
節日卻提醒我孤單(我不孤单，因为有你）



沒有想法 有想法又能怎樣
只能寫部落格整晚 =）
幾個留言安慰不了 心裡的遺憾
沒有負擔 原來也是種負擔
自由多得讓人心慌
你羨慕我 那要不要跟我交換



快樂少一人分享 快樂就只剩一半
喝一碗湯 心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單 這張睡床
再舒服都覺得太寬
沒人分享 幸福就只剩一半
努力把日子都填滿
別來提醒 我的孤單（所以现在你懂为什么你没时间陪我，我那么不开心吗？）




快樂少一人分享 快樂就只剩一半
喝一碗湯 心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單 這張睡床
再舒服都覺得太寬
沒人分享 幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填滿
沒人知道 我多孤單 （你会知道吗？）



我不害怕孤单，但这首歌却令我觉得没有你我会孤单~
我不怕孤单，但我害怕有一天你令我变得孤单~
我不怕孤单，但我不想孤单~




你，孤单吗？

>< i don't feel happy

i don't know why,
i know you were busy,
i know you not free,
but i feel not happy you ignore me.....


am i right or am i wrong?
i tried so hard to stand on your side and think about you....
haih......



what can i do?
lost....

❤ labour day^^

getting awake by the sound of tv~
i slept on living room's sofa last night=P

early morning,my dad ask me is the job at sg.besi success....
and then...
he ask me if work at puchong how many i can pay for car loan~
super out of sudden@.@
hmmm,is a salesman's car....since he not gonn work soon~


butif he continue work then??
LOL!!
so,now justwait and see whether the sg.besi want to hire me?
or i get car to work at puchong....
its a persona....i drove today...><


afterall,
going to 1u for fashion show~
i think this is last time.....
don't know when i will have mine fashion show! lol.....
this is last time
❤ appreciate^^


tomorrow is labour day~
popeye have to work=( pity him~
i'm going to cameron with family~
actually i feel lazy to go,
but since nothing to do.....and popeye also not free~
so,i just go.....go there snapping~hmmm
and the most important thing is i wanna buy strawberry coffee~XD haha
very nice~~~^^


hope everything will be fine for my job~ cheers^^





*god will open a window for you when all the doors are closed =)

工作狂- - - 不狂了

又去面试了~
终于，
有一份是捷运能到的~
工资也不错~
=)希望成功咯~



这两天和和popeye吵架~ 但没有很严重啦~
嗯，
有时你太忙没时间陪我聊聊就算啦~
但我还是很无奈啊~
对不起=(
我知道你对我很好啊~
我也很努力地去体谅你~
比起从前，
我也变了好多好多啊~从来没想过自己会那么想得开啊~


也许是最近我因为找工作的事太烦了~
==''家人给的压力，
哎~无从解释啊~
你们的无理取闹，蛮不讲理
我厌倦了~
结果叻，
压力大，P也迟了~
@.@
曾经对工作的热忱，
如今啊~消失得无影无踪咯~


我一度想放弃自己的未来~
不要去管它什么工作38 24....
我不要做了！！！！
在家吃饱睡，睡饱吃多好~


但，
亲爱的，我想减轻你的负担~
才急着找工啊~
不然怎么帮你庆祝生日啊~
哈！
虽然知道你不会看我写的东西，（我也不想逼你看）
但我还是不要在这里写我要怎么和你度过生日~^^ （其实是懒惰写）

加油吧~工作狂~
你的精神寄托需要你~


*生命很短暂，珍惜所拥有的，活在当下；期盼未来~

happy + sad

23th,the wedding...
and also me and popeye big day~
half year anniversary~^^

blow candle together at the midnight at popeye's home...
hahaha.....so tired~
rush here and there for whole day~


***

some of my resume sent out responed~
monday i went for interview~
at puchong,
i thought i may fail~
but,i success!!! @.@


so,
problem comes....
i was thinkng i could have car from sis-in-law?
but,
:where u gonna park your car?
:how you gonna take care?
:who's gonna take responsibility if accident?

and so~
i forget about that job...
but,its really good salary why i refuse?

ok,fine...
i tried another interview~
she asked me to wait for notify~

ok~
and so,
its time to talk to my parents~
in my mind,
i know them very well....they are not putting heart on me~
they only know how to blame me
they only know how to point at my false
they never stand on my side and think~
ok,
a parents care their children,i understand
but,you never communicate to me nicely
so you think i'm going to communicate with u first?
aren't you should be good example first?


oh~
fine....
if,the conclusion is,
:i don't feel like giving you a car
cause you dont know how to take care...
you dont count properly whether you can afford it
you will be like 'bird without leg'
you
you
you

bla bla bla...

i cried...
but i think back...
its kind of good thing isn't?
at lease i don't depend on you....because of the car...
and i definately will fly if i get car myself!!
just
WATCH OUT.....
i will~


haha~
so....
my status now is
-wake up
-eat
-play computer
-maybe go interview
-go out yumcha
-eat
-sleep

how good my life is~
no need to work!!!
am i giving up???!!!

yes!!! i am.....y am i so suffer of working?
i have try my best but people don't give a damn!!
so...slowly find a job that bus can reach......
slowly save money and buy car myself~!!

❤❤❤ new labby

yeah~
finally i've got my laptop!!!
can do whatever i love~!!! ❤

last friday i went to pcfair for research~
grabbing lots of broucher~
final decision was toshiba i5^^


get up in the morning and jam to klcc for pcfair~
lots of people of course~
the moment we reach there~
the 'part time' promoter said left 2 piece~
wow....
i quickly grab it~hehehe


ta dang~!!
here it is~


after pyment bringing back popeye's house do start up~

so happy~!!



finally finally.....
its been 3years i'm awaiting for my labby~

even i have to pay every month by myself~
but i still need to thanks to my dear popeye~

you made my life turns good always~
❤you~^^

job job job~

arghhhhhhh.....

sent out many resume~

still pending~

havent get any reply yet~

T.T

god help me please~

i really need fashion job now~~~

2 more weeks i'm gonna leave school~

how am i gonna survive huh?

top secret~

popeye is back from melacca ~!!
i'm gonna shopping ~ weeee....
this is what he bought me from melacca~LOL
he thinks i need this~hahaha

i booked ticket of Rio~
having mcd before going for movie~
i was thinking whether to buy charles & keith bag or not~
god damn it..... the shop is just infront of me when i'm going to take ticket~
oops, it seems asking me to buyXD
hahahaha
unfortunately,the sales was gone...
the bag that i wanted...... no discount..haih~
but,i still buy it@.@ here it is~^^

after that went to mph~

bought a book~

hehe.....it is for our 'love album'

drop down everything that we have had together~^^

finally we choosed a book with the cover name ''do not open ,top secret''

hahaha......lazy to upload here~

sunday morning~

decided to hang out and print photo at popeye's office~

go to survey laptop price~

hmmm....

i was viewing his facebook message,i saw...
his ex text him.....
he did reply too==''
i know its just normal conversation....but
i just feel,maybe someday he will leave me ......alone><
i cried~T.T so stupid...
i think too much?? that feel is just not good to me....=(

reaching his office, but at last he did makes me wash away my worries~
busy copy photo from fb~
and arrange ~
printing~
so.....our album~
our secret~
our love journey....started to record.....

at lease,you shown me something......so,i hope what i thought will not happen~
this is it!! hoho~!!
i was thinking to print into paper and stick on the book~
oops,i forgot popeye is doing sticker....hahaha
silly me@.@


up to hundred photo we have take within half years~
wow......


nice weekend~^^

spring summer~

just finish my show at sg.wang
many of our badge people did not attend ~

and i'm in a complicated mood now
facing the laptop typing...


things are weird,
the more you try to make it perfect,
the worst you getting on it...


i'm trying to get slimmer~
but,
it seems no use at all~
my leg still look big and fat!
I don't want!!


my show just now,
i'm trying to wear nicely so that i could get nice photos~
but,
at the end my eyes do not listen to me...red@.@
my pant still makes my leg look fat,
even i've try my best to make it look slim....


haih...no mood~

going to watch movie tomorrow,
and shopping...
but,
i don't have enough money~T.T
so sad.....

my mind is just like,

mentally unbalance??=(


i wish i can get a laptop,
an iphone,
a car,
and laser my eyes~


haih.....==!!!!

sick...

due to the super duper hot fucking weather...

and

cold like in a freezer in the class

i'm sick...

i should sing the song ''hot and cold'' by katy perry now~

><
damn it...

reach home take bath,eat panadol..
sleep =.=zzzzz

and now....

its almost 3...

i'm awake....
aikssss

april fool - lost

april...
is a lost month for me,

i havent get any full time job yet~
mean,
i still have to get money from dad,
that isn't my wish at all....



a little joke,
a small misunderstand,
they don't trust each other much~
one of our member lost too i think...
suddenly say wanna stop our friendship just because of small things...
i think she is lost too....><



the weather doesn't show good at all,
super hot and dry...
exposed to super sun 3 days...
at the end,
i'm sick==''



this month ayumi's wedding,
gotta buy shoe and bag....and a dress perhaps...
pocket empty again~@.@~~
fuhhhhh....

i'm

LOST

❤love doggy~

this is my new doll~
Doggy~

popeye bought me this~
but is putting in his car~^^

popeye gonna go melacca tomorrow~
so,this cutie gotta stay my house for 3 days~

haha.....^^

saturday night

今天的你，
很不一样...



但却说不出哪里有问题....
终于，
从刚刚的谈话中....
才发现你对着我原来也很无奈~



你说你今天心情不好~
我看得出~
我尽量配合，
尽量说些开心的事~

但，
就你那么无奈的语气~
我听见我的心慢慢裂开的声音~


this is my saturday night..........

blue eyes~

my classmate akie is organising a beautiful eyes contest~
i saw it and feel wanna join,
but there's nobody upload their photo yet~

one hour later i saw 2 photos~
haha
.... in a mischievous mind~
i uploaded my photo on her page~ ^^


here it is ~~


with blue lace contactlense~ @.@


popeye help me promote in fb~
haha....
the first day i got 17 votes~
second day,today
i get 50 votes~!!
weeee~~~~
i hope i can win~so that i can get lens free^^ yay *.*v


******

popeye went to JB this morning~
huhu~ when i saw his car pass by infront me,
he couldn't see me~
i feel miss him so much~

><

blog time again

nothing else~
just
blog again...


i drove popeye's car to school today...
parking rm9 gone....
>< petrol i pump rm20 back....*0*
lunch having mcd...
just one day gone me almost rm40~

scary movie
suddenly feel like
life....isn't so easy....

not to blame anyone but just feel that i really need to work~
desparately!!!!


popeye going to Johor on wednesday~=(
6th going to melacca~=( =(
even thats just few days~
dear~
tu me manques~


next month is the hardest one..
ayumi's wedding..... red BOOM~!!!!
gonna buy cloth for wedding
pay angpow for the dinner
wow~~~~~
can i just one month no need to worry about $???



i hope we can get through this man~!!




god bless us...

love memory~

good weekend without planning~
sometimes just takes things easy~

perhaps,
i will be more happy^^

i was thinking to have a 'love memory book' with popeye~
drop down our sweetest memory~

shit,
i brought small printer but i forgot to bring the film==''

its ok,
maybe i could get another nicer memo book~^^


dinner at popeye's house~

watch tv~

play monopoly cards~

fighting~

laughing~

screaming~

hug and sleep tight together~

this is my weekend~
happy and peace~

i love you~

the face-book

facebook was in a lag mood last week~

but this week is getting better~

don't know since when,
facebook does show out what people posted in previous~

i saw his previous status....

he is

a romantic~

person......i guess...

i know he had been hurt by others previously...

O/S: i wouldn't do that to him....

got one status was this
'' yeeahhhhh....one month anniversary.....''

hmmm, july 16th??

wow......he wrote like that.....

but,that was pass......hmmm......i just ignore it and keep clicking another status

i saw one was
''so..popeye is in love with olive..''

*touching......

i can feel it so much~

do you??

i miss you my dear~ welcome back.....

❤豆豆的‘小白’

❤
wow~

finally~

popeye's car come out~

haha....

when i open door~

i wonder how come no sound?

then i saw a white baby outside~

its cool~^^

i try to drive~ not bad not bad.....

feel good.....

but the petrol is really killing==

gotta save more@.@

***

i believe what i believe,

i don't care about your past,please....

don't lie to me....

i will give you all my support no matter what....

忧郁的紫

原以为是一个美好的周末...

结果还是泡汤...

是我要求过高还是你变了

我

真的

再也分不清了~

到底....

你还会为了我做些什么？

***
习惯有人载送的日子久了~

是我变得依赖还是你累了？

不再想当我的专属‘司机’

***
习惯被你哄的日子久了~

是我变得野蛮还是你厌倦了？

不再想爱屋及乌

***
习惯你尽量配合我的日子久了~

是我被迁就惯了还是你受够了？

不再想疼惜我把我看似唯一

*我一直在等待
等待你告诉我什么是爱
我不知道如何去爱
如何守在你身旁

*amethyst*紫

但，
我不能停止去爱着你

因为那份爱

开始了.....

可以不要再让我失望吗？
难道
真的要我什么都不理
不管
不在乎吗？

如果真的有一天我做到了

那表示我不爱你了....

I don't need LV & Diamond

❤ lovely friday~

reach home at 6pm after school~^^ another good day....

can dinner with popeye today~

hmmm~

popeye seems planned the weekend nicely with olive~^^

it was lovely,

i don't need LV

i don't need Diamond

i just need you to show me,

i'm the only one that you tried so hard to make me happy~

and i'm the only one you always care for~no matter what.....

just all about 0live~

all about Candy~

all about Amethyst~

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

helpless

don't have good feeling today...

aiksss.....

draw whole day for one pose and one piece dress...

failure~

what to do except practice??

can someone teach me how to draw in smart way or should say

the fastest way to draw fabric and cloth by using illustrator?

its totally makes me feelhelpless man!!

><

困了~

累人的一天，

一大早下雨，床很温暖~

懒洋洋~^.*

炒了一碟不中不西的米粉做早餐@.@

呆呆等雨停了才上课~

右眼不乖，

*哭*了一整天，真不好受=(

下课时，教同学玩大富翁牌~

呵呵o(∩_∩)o... 大家好像玩上瘾了~

放学后，

以豹的速度飞到乌龟速度的火车站~

赶场~哈哈^_^

beastly~

一部浪漫爱情片~

和一位认识蛮久但很少见面的朋友看~

感觉还不错啊~

看戏~晚餐~逛逛~

下一场~喝茶o(∩_∩)o...

和colledge朋友的朋友~

也是蛮久没见了~

途中还遇到两个傻婆在over time~

完了~

再等popeye载我~

回到家~一个字 ‘累’....

对着面子书会闭上眼睛那种累~

真是个犯贱的人啊~

空闲对我而言，

太无聊了~XD

2012...

one and half month more~
i'm gonna leave school~

everyone were telling me that study is better than work thousand times~
but for me,
not to say so~


as in,
if no work~
i don't have income,yet
my family doesn't give me much pocket money~


2 days ago,
tragedy happened....
japan facing tsunami because of 9.0 earthquake.....
the most serious ever~
its unstoppeable~=(

the only thing that people can do is just run away~

is it 2012 really happen?
i still have lots of thing,lots of dream and desire havent done~
god bless~
please.....i know we are just a dust for God,
but only God can help us....


pray for japan.....

❤❤❤ lomography

yeah~ this is my lomo camera collection~
i have bought few without realising within a year~^^





aqua pix camera~with waterproof case~

so happy when i receive this but very expensive,

after buy only get to know there is another cheaper with purple case too!! @.@ sigh~

but nvm~

this is the effect without case~^^ i like it~

robot camera~

3 lens~ until now havent use it~haha

this is sample from website~haha
yeah~!!

finally i get a classic lomo camera~ HOLGA~!!!

its purple some more~

even it is blur~

but i like the effect~

i've been tried this for many rolls~and this was 5th roll~ ~.~ lol

35mm DIY twin lens camera~

my christmas present from popeye~^^

with blur effect at the side is very nice~
OLIVE SAN~!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm gonna buy this soon~!!

its ultra wide slim camera,same with kaili's pinky

but this is purple....named olive some more~!!! i'm gonna get it!!

sample try from kaili's pinky~

haha.....its easy to use for beginner~

its been a year playing with lomography~

haha......its very interesting~

i hope diana F+ purple version will come out in the market~i'm gonna buy it~

of course fish eye too~i will buy with submarine ~

hehehehe......^^

女人总得要独立些~

starting....

i don't really feel you're so important to me...

slowly,

dependent on you...

missing you.....

and slowly love you...

untill a lil over~

sometimes telling myself have to control,

its hard~

i do appreciate time we belongs together, do you?
i dont really know~
and i dont wanna judge or think what you think...
cause you telling me i needn't to do so~

sometimes i'm not willing to back home so early just because of you
i wanna see you more~
cause i don't feel it was too much...
but
last night,u seems like telling me that,
enough,we dont need to see so much time/so often~
i know you will say that i think too much or whatever...

so,
i dint talk more on that...
i just let it....
if you feel we dont see much/already enough...
then ok, really
is ok~



olive~
i really no strength already..
i've no strength to argue/discuss/say more

because i always making false thing~

当我从十一楼跳下...

漆黑的房里，

但还看得清手指，

朦胧中感觉到了阳光。


什么？！
九点半！

又睡迟了=(

最近都失眠，

怎么搞的？

唉~同样的问题~
每一天在脑袋里绕着绕着~
情绪处于低落状态好几天了~

忽然间，

还未清醒的脑袋出现一个画面~

还记得两年前收过一封这样的邮件~

是朱德庸的漫画 - 跳

‘‘ 我从十一楼跳下去，

我看到十楼的恩爱夫妻在互殴.....

看到九楼坚强的peter在偷偷哭泣......

八楼丫妹发现未婚夫跟好朋友上床....

七楼的丹丹在吃抗忧郁症的药丸......

六楼失业的啊信还是每天翻7份报纸找工作.....

五楼受人尊敬的王老师在偷穿老婆的内衣.....

四楼的rose又和男朋友闹分手.....

三楼的陈伯伯每天都盼望有人来探访.....

二楼的lily还在看她结婚半年就失踪的老公照片...

在我跳下之前，
我以为我是世上最倒霉的人

现在我才知道，
每个人都有不为人之处

我看完他们之后深深觉得，
自己其实过得还不错.....

所有刚才被我看到的人都看着我

我想他们看了之后也会觉得其实自己过得还不错... ’’

回想起这邮件，
其实我过得还不错....
也许我应该理解知足常乐这道理~

凡事尽力而为就好~

i should learn from all these.....

❤1、学会冷血，只对对我好的人好，对某些人，简直就是浪费感情又浪费时间。



❤2、学会比以前快乐，即使难过，也要微笑着，让别人看不穿你的伤心。



❤3、学会孤独，没有谁会把你当宝护着，要知道世界总是孤单的，地球也只有一个啊，它都寂寞那么久了，我们算什么。



❤4、学会坚强，其实一个人也可以活得漂亮，笑给别人看，哭给自己听就好。



❤5、学会忍耐，该闭嘴就闭嘴，该沉默就沉默。



❤6、学会珍惜，知心的朋友已经不多，如果再走，就真的只剩下自己了。



❤7、学会视而不见，恶心的东西选择忽视，厌恶的东西选择屏蔽，不会再有人让我不快乐。



❤8、学会满足，所谓知足常乐。想想小时候一颗糖果就可以开心一整天了。



❤9、学会独立，不能再一味的麻烦别人，自己的事自己做。



❤10、学会长大，不能再那么任性，那么幼稚，那么孩子气，多了会惹人厌的。



❤11、学会认真，认真的对人，认真的对事。



❤12、学会慎重，不该认识的人不要认识，不该插手的事不要插手。

❤ heavy rain

❤ its raining~


its nice to sleep when raining....but my room don't even have window~
too bad,
i can't feel the rain
and listen to the rain drop~


its been 2 days did not meet with popeye~
i miiiiisss him~


its already march,
starting my men's coat...
after all.....will be april since it needs at lease 3weeks to done@.@


looking at the traffic,
everyday...
noted all different type of cars....
thinking when can i get it??
thinking which i want to get it~~



i believe...
i can do it,
maybe others might think i think too much,
or as they said,
: u're dreaming...
well,
i will get it one day and show you WHAT I GOT!!!




^^ peace.....
bonne nuit
❤

saving plan

the feeling of got wages is so nice~^^❤
haha...
when login maybank 2 u,
amount added~
so great!! yay~❤


but,
between....
my saving plan is going on~
for multiple purpose~


human have to much of desires~
specially like me,
love to party
love to shoppe
love to eat~(remind:keep fit)


i think this time i seriously keep my $ properly~
and get some part time as i can...
since new year until now havent get any part time yet@.@

oops,
~~~~~~
lazy worm slowly come out~
i can't work on weekdays as in,
i gotta finish my coursework!!!!


gambateh ~

❤

boring sunday~ =.=

a boring sunday,
get up in the afternoon,


hang on net few hours~
creating slide show...
editing....
posting....
everyone is hanging out
except me=(


well,
stay home... save $$...


hope tomorrow will be a great's day~
no monday blue please~
^^

我家是旅馆~

十七岁开始，
爱和朋友逛街...
ktv，买衣服，看电影
跨年时倒数到天亮才回家
因为还在念高中，晚上外出次数并不多



十八岁念服装设计，
朋友多了，社交广了
每天早上上完课后
逛街
吃饭
也只是家常便饭~
那时搭公车，太晚回也不是那么安全
还是个灰姑娘

十九岁那年失恋了...
做什么都没劲~友人看不过就常约出门
几乎每晚都临晨才回家
喝茶喝茶喝茶，还是喝茶
后来认识了很多怡保朋友，
自然而然就不时到怡保去玩....
这已经不是夜回家，是没回家了

二十岁,

准备毕业了....
还记得当时只有三个星期准备三套衣服
很赶，加上期间又有很多show，
aifm,ifeel....
简直要命，甚至几乎一个星期没回家睡...
有时在学校，有时在豆的家



由于常常没在家，
或早出晚归
也常去club
爸妈有一次就很严厉地责骂，
当时我并没有觉得自己有错，
他们口中说我不知羞耻...我一点都不认为
在家和不在家我觉得没分别

我是个不‘粘家’的人~
对啊，无可否认.....我是的
只从上次被骂，
我再没有去豆豆家了~
=(
我想再也很难有机会互相拥抱知道睡着的感觉了吧~


为什么我会讨厌在家的感觉？
这个问题一直是我的疑惑.....
也许是在家，
没饭吃吧~
从来都没有那种家庭温暖的感觉，除了我的床~
也或许我太爱玩~

这几天情绪不稳定,
常为了小事不开心...
我不想再这样，
我为什么那么在乎一个人？
有必要为了那么一点点而不开心吗？

i want back my S size~

now only i realise that,
is very hard to keep fit....
its my 4th days to diet,
not dare to eat much at all...
no rice also,except 24-2-2011.....
@.@





the feeling of,
hungry but cannot eat==''
haih,
i'm not like last time...
can eat as much as i want to~


no more exercise,
weight gain gradually.....T.T
on the other hand,
i wish to save some money for my Desires..
there's a lot man~~@.@



bored with taking public transport life,
i wish i could have a car...
really...
really....
really wanted it sooooooooooo
MUCH!!!!!
>.<
when can i do that huh?




is still have 2months to go,
i will left my colledge...
don't feel sad at all,
i feel worry about my job,
i scare i couldn't get a job~
then....
then....
how?!






worrying.........

4th months~

❤yay~

its our 4th month being together....

hahah~~

undenied that,

i'm so happy....

we're still follwing our popeye olive rules~

odd month,he will buy the cake

and

of course even month left for me~

maybe others might think we are too free or whatever~

this is popeye olive story,

haha.....i don't care~

a strawberry cheese cake lighten up my night with the romance with you,my dear~ ^^

i lurve you~

我看得到~

没事了，
没事了.......


担心死了，



安然欣喜的一个拥抱，
让我安心......



以后还有好多好多事要面对....
***


从前
受过伤，
受伤，
当然会害怕....
但还是选择勇往直前
不同的是，




不再像以前执着了....=)

从新出发啦！！！！！

起床....
吃....
上网.....
看戏.....
吃.....
喝茶.....
睡觉....


已经三个星期假期，
每天早上还是不舍的我温暖的床
可爱的hippo~

很懒散....

过完年，
觉得自己胖了...
虽然大家都说还好==
唉，
那是因为我高....掩饰了...

自己是最了解不过
走多两步就觉得累
最近有吃buffet啦~
饭又吃一大碗~
每天呆在家......

不过~
我要改变！！
我要早睡早起！
我要减肥！
我要......

很多东西要哦~~~~
囧

❤happy outing.....

sunday morning rain is falling~

*pause...
yet,this sunday morning is a cloudy day,nope...
should be afternoon~.~

after get prepared
popeye pick me,then heading to cineleisure to watch movie~
popeye gonna busy for many days after that
so~
today might be movie Marraton~XD

after get ticket of 'the mechanic'
having lunch at 'our' restaurant~XD
haha....without this cuisine,
our popeye olive wouldn't came out...
i remember last time when i work at ikano,
my lunch was having there...

therefore,
in a mischivous mind...
i posted popeye cartoon song's lyrics on his wall~
so.....
gradually,popeye olive came out~.~



❤

the set is almost same with kfc~

but i think this is better~ LOL...................

oops~~~ popeye is eating Popeye's


after lunch and movie~
we're heading to flying kite with popeye and his brother^^
is a cloudy day~^^
popeye's spiderman and ultraman kite not work~
he bought me another one~haha
winnie the pooh~^^

popeye ignore to take photo~
but,there is too much of people~
others kite keep block our kite~
some more there's not so windy.....
i wish i could go to the beach with popeye~ to fly kite~

after all,
going back to the curve 2nd round movie~
SANCTUM^^

it was a nice movie,
took my breath away,and
i could feel how strong are those people heart for survive~
salute~!
haha,even its just a movie~

thanks my dear for the outing,
i'm very happy & enjoy~
love you.......

a visit...

born in healthy,medium rich family...
never know what is the feeling of without parents love~

but,
they are not...

i'm still young,
i don not know what's the feeling of ages....

but,
some of them can't even walk....


a special visit to orphan house & old folks home with family...
giving food and daily uses to them.....

by looking them,
i know i was so lucky that i have lot of things....
i have a perfect family,even some of them don't really understand me

*****

unfortunately...
we done something wrong...
we gave the wrong orphan house(still have another poor house need us more)

we gave too much rice to old people,
person in charge saying they don't need so much rice~


@.@''
next time we know what to do...

i wish i could join again,
try my best to do what i can do for them....

我是糖糖~ *礼物

this is my new style of droping post @ blogger~

my new nickname~糖糖 ^^
don't know since when,i got this new name....but is just for him~
ummm,not because i look sweet(@.@)...just simply translate from 'sweetie'
of course,he got a nickname to match with me too~ which is豆豆~.~
wonder am i going to call this name大庭广众？LOL

i realise that all my post were emo,angry,moody...
except this post....

when i saw my sis posting blog,uploading valentine's day picture...
makes me wanted to do the same thing so much~

is almost 4months~
mine douce &feve album and his popeye&olive album photo added more and more^.*
but seems that,mine album lots of present picture,hahaha~~~

this is my cutie hippo~it has a ribbon on top,so she is a female@.@
i cant sleep well without her^^
i receive her out of sudden,a big suprise from him.... 21th octocber 2010
it was my very first time receive flower from my lover~so touching...

4th november 2010(my graduation show)

this is my unforgetable birthday~20th birthday.....

purple always represented romance~

thanks popeye for this necklace,amethyst

i love you~

popeye always dont tell me what gift he wanna give~

this was my christmas present on 2010~ A DIY lomo camera~

某日，糖糖闹别扭...要棒棒糖~ 其实只是随便乱说~XD

那个有点笨笨的popeye，隔天就给我这个~

哈哈哈哈哈哈~^^

有人说，男朋友不能送鞋给女朋友，因为那表示送走女朋友~所以要给回rm1~

是吗？我不迷信啊~ 但我还是给啦~ 因为不想豆豆送我走~XD

popeye buy me this from Langkawi,a small gift~

but i like it~
adorable like me~~~~^^*perasanING

my valentine's day present~ no suprise because is i ask for this.....

but i love it~i can wear it everyday,like wearing *amethyst*

the noob popeye bring back sands and shells from Langkawi~

and a liquor botol...........but at the end,most of the shells cant fit into the botol~
try so hard to finish the liquor but at the end the botol cant use,

noob popeye~ but....... olive love it~^^

so, i suggest to buy 2 jars,so we can make for each other~^^

happy valentine's day eve~

2nd time i get flower from popeye~

at mamak stall !!!! LOL.................................

doesn't matter,most important is...it is purple color~

and it is from my dear popeye~.~

收到那么多礼物~

当然开心。。。。

开心，

因为那是你。。。。。。

只想把所有关于我们的事情记下

只怕有一天，

老人痴呆症病发时，

还能回故从前的一点一滴~

slowly gone...

everything was perfect at the beginning,
but slowly...it gone....

at start,
sweet talk everyday...
i can feel the romance always~

but now,
slowly gone....
no more sweet talk to me...

at start,
no matter how tired,you will sms with me till late night untill
i fall into sleep~
but slowly....
u will tell me you feel tired and
you need to sleep~

at start,
no matter what i've did,
you will not angry.....
but slowly,
small mistake i made you already show me faces~

why guys,all same?
heart-less.....

i really don't know how long our relationship can survive

what can i do?