this is the end....

i never though that we will just end these way....
time separated us far away....
even ur image were so blur in my mind...
but i still can feel a lil bit warm from your voice
and
your unseen shadow....

i remember last year about this period....
same things happened...
i can't even accept all the truth happened on me...
but how about now??
a year pass....the 1st lesson you give me last year....did i learn some thing??
i think yes...

but i'm still a human.....a normal girl
no matter how strong am i....i still can't control my tears...
flowing down....
we have been together for 2years and 10months....
such a long time....

you choosen your way....your future...your career...
you never think about our future....
from your voice i knew that how deep our love;is just like the deep of child pool
you left a song for me-'who i still can love to'....that is should be happy or sad??
i dont know....it was your heart voice....
heart broken you know???!!!!
we loved but cant....
why??
you promised me to have a license...fetch me....
you promised we will having a trip at genting....
you promised me you will make a spectacle for me...
but now??
where is those promised??
how can you did all to me??no use that you saying apologise to me!!
i cant accept at all
but what can i do??
i just told myself...
let you go...i shouldn't be your weight...because from your voice...i know
you will never come back again....

i wonder... how much of time i need to get you out from my mind??
one months?one year??or ten years??
i was lost

you are my first love....and forever love....
i will keep you inside the deepest of my heart...untill the day i forget you....
i knew it will never happen....
some times even i feel that i shouldn't start a relationship with you...
but now flashing back....no,i did not regret to did so....

i learnt a lot....which i counldn't forget...
the most teenages time we belongs together....
all the happinest are still fresh in my mind....
i cant forget....


its need time....
to being return to my single life....
you are not 1 of the character in my life anymore...
the feel is just like being lost an important thing in my life...

29th july 2006-15th may 2009....

what will happen in the future??i don't know....its time to wait for it...
my life i've lost you....forever...


16th may 09....1:34pm

happy birthday~~

Don't you feel that this cake a lil bit weird...??
the white chocolate on top was larger than the cake's size...
is it because of the angle....??

no no no....this is a super small size cake...
my eldest sister birthday~~ (not yet buy present for her:-P)
so,i'm having dinner at ''purple cane'' with my family last week~

nice looking??
i was thinking that why my sis choose this restaurant to celebrate her birthday...
but never try never know~so.....
it was a restaurant which all food cooked with tea....
red tea,green tea,lychee tea...bla3
when i took order...i looked at the menu,question mark coming out...walked on my head
those food's ingredients was....weird....=.=
so,we just pick some food randomly....just to try^^

finally,W.......WO.......WOW..........i almost forget myself when eating those food!!
it was delicated...tasty...nice looking,great smell...
wakakaka~~


and this....
dessert~
those were ''tang yuen''....
hey,serious man....the menu wrote ''tang yuen''
haha....but its good taste~~




cocktail??margarita??
nope....its looked alike but actually not...
it was a super duper....sour drink...
its called ''good old days青涩岁月''(written on menu)
its same like margarite...full of salt on the side of the cup...
because it was super sour,so this drink was served with this size~
hmmmm.....nice to drink...
like an appertizer~~
hope to be there again^^
yummy~~~~

(written: 4th may 09 12:15am)